Here's a question that will break your brain: Is it possible to be awake to absolutely nothing?
No thoughts. No feelings. No sensations. Just pure awareness itself.
Sounds impossible, right? And yet, for thousands of years, meditators and mystics across different traditions have described experiencing exactly this state - what philosophers call "pure consciousness experiences." It's a state of complete wakefulness without any object of awareness. The lights are on, but nobody's home. Except... someone must be home to know the lights are on.
Welcome to the timelessness paradox.
The Problem with Nothing
Think about your own consciousness for a moment. Right now, you're aware of reading these words. You might notice thoughts arising about the concepts. Perhaps you're aware of physical sensations - the chair beneath you, the temperature of the room, a slight tension in your shoulders.
But what happens if you strip all of that away? Can awareness exist without anything to be aware of?
This isn't just philosophical naval-gazing. It cuts to the heart of what consciousness actually is. We typically think of consciousness as being conscious of something. But deep meditative states seem to challenge this assumption.
Time Without Change
It gets weirder. Meditators report these experiences as having duration - they clearly lasted for some period of time. And yet, they also describe them as completely timeless, with no sense of before or after, no perception of change or succession.
How is this possible? Time, as we normally experience it, is intimately tied to change. We mark its passage by noticing differences - the sun moving across the sky, thoughts flowing one to another, sensations arising and passing away.
So how can an experience feel timeless yet still have duration? It's like saying a movie could be two hours long but nothing happens in it.
The Self That Isn't There
Perhaps the deepest mystery is who or what is having these experiences. In normal waking life, we have a clear sense of being a self - an "I" who is the subject of our experiences. But in pure consciousness states, even this fundamental sense of self seems to dissolve.
This raises profound questions about the nature of awareness itself. If there's no self present to have the experience, what remains? Who is aware of the timelessness?
Why It Matters
These aren't just abstract philosophical puzzles. They point to something fundamental about the nature of consciousness and time - and by extension, about who and what we really are.
Most of us go through life taking our sense of self and time for granted. We assume we're separate selves moving through time like travelers on a train. But what if that's not the whole story? What if our normal experience of self and time is more like a constructed interface - useful for everyday functioning but not the deepest truth?
Pure consciousness experiences suggest there might be a more fundamental level of awareness - one that doesn't depend on having an object of consciousness or even a separate self doing the experiencing. They hint at the possibility that time itself might be more flexible and constructed than we imagine.
The Bottom Line
Can you be conscious of nothing? The answer seems to be yes - though "conscious of nothing" may not be quite the right way to put it. Perhaps it's more accurate to say consciousness itself can exist without content, like an empty sky without clouds.
These experiences challenge our usual ways of thinking about awareness, time, and self. They suggest that consciousness might be more fundamental than we typically assume - not something that happens to us, but the very ground of our being.
And that's a revelation that might just change how you think about everything.
But then again, who's doing the thinking?
This is the kind of mystery that keeps philosophers up at night and meditators on their cushions. It's also the kind of question that might just expand your mind - even if you never reach a final answer.
Because sometimes asking the question is more important than finding the answer. And sometimes the deepest truths lie not in what we know, but in what we discover we don't know.
What do you think? Have you ever experienced moments of "pure awareness"? How do you make sense of the relationship between consciousness, time, and self? The conversation continues...
Sources:
Awareness without time? A deep look into timelessness in deep meditative states
Akiko Frischhut, Awareness without time, The Philosophical Quarterly (2024)
Heliox Podcast: Where Evidence Meets Empathy
Can You Be Conscious of Nothing? The Paradox of Pure Awareness S2 E44